It's the last day of 2012

It's the last day of 2012 and tomorrow all together will be 2013! Time flies and we've all had a great memorable journey in life. May we all be given more blessings, protection, guidance, prosperity & an awesome year ahead.

May you take the wonderful memories, the past year has given you, along with you for the coming year. May the coming year be just as special to you and your loved ones. Here is wishing you and your special ones a very Happy New Year.

AJARI AKU - ANUAR ZAIN

Ajari aku tuk bisa
Menjadi yang engkau cinta
Agar ku bisa memiliki rasa
Yang luar biasa untukku dan untukmu

Ku harap engkau mengerti
Akan semua yang ku pinta
Karna kau cahaya hidupku malamku
Tuk terangi jalan ku yang berliku

Hanya engkau yang bisa
Hanya engkau yang tahu
Hanya engkau yang mengerti
Semua inginku

Mungkinkah semua akan terjadi pada diriku..

Hanya engkau yang bisa mencintaiku
Hanya engkau yang bisa
Hanya engkau yang tahu
Hanya engkau yang mengerti
Semua inginku

Hanya engkau yang tahu
Hanya engkau yang mengerti
Semua inginku
Ajari aku tuk bisa mencintaimu

[Lirik Lagu: AJARI AKU - Anuar Zain]

Happy Birthday to me..

21.9.2012

Alhamdulillah.. Usia telah mematangkan aku.. Terima kasih Allah kerana masih memberikan pinjaman ini untuk ku bernafas dengan denyut nadi ini dan peluang untuk meneruskan kehidupan di bumi Allah ini. Semoga aku boleh menjadi yg lebih baik dari sebelum ini. Taat padaMu. Semoga rasa cinta ini dan keimanan berkekalan hingga akhir hayat. Aamiin..

Terima kasih Allah.. Terima kasih my dear darling Hubby..

Birthday Trip Surprised from beloved Hubby

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BANDUNG, Indonesia

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BERSYUKUR

'Jangan mempersoalkan kenapa ALLAH tidak makbulkan semua hajat kita serta merta

TAPI

bersyukurlah ALLAH tidak membalas semua dosa kita serta merta'

> Insaf

Senyum dalam S.E.D.I.H

Pastikan

Lihatlah langit di atas sana

Tersenyum melihat tingkah kita

Selalu ada peristiwa

yang membawa pertengkaran

Maksudku hanya ingin mengadu

Untuk kita berdua dalam bercinta

Baiknya aku buruknya aku

Terimalah aku apa adanya

Pastikan kau dengan aku

Jangan ada cinta lain

Tak pernah aku terlintas

niatku untuk berpaling

Maafkanlah aku sayang

Bila belum kau bahagia

Sejauh langit di atas

Kan ku kejar bahagia mu

Biar langit dan bumi meruntuh

Biar jasad kita terkubur disana

Tetap bersama tak ingin ku lepas

Mencintai mu ku jadi bergini

----> Siti Nurhaliza

Legoland Malaysia

Antara gambar-gambar di LEGOLAND MALAYSIA. Nak lebih-lebih kena pegi sendiri lah kan.. BEST!!

Thank you darling Hubby for this!!!

Beli tiket kat website Legoland Malaysia more cheaper kalau beli awal. TIKET

Best Enjoy your LEGOooooooooooo

MENJADI TETAMU ALLAH

 Ya Allah.. Aku amat bersyukur dapat menjejakkan kaki ke rumahMu ya Allah. Alhamdulillah.. Tiada kata-kata dapat diluahkan kebahagiaan itu. Hanya Allah yang tahu perasaan ini. Terlalu BAHAGIA. Semoga kami dapat lagi diberikan peluang untuk ke sana lagi. Semoga kami dapat menuanaikan ibadah sebaik-baiknya. Semoga ibadah kami di terima dan mendapat umrah yg mabrur. Aamiin. Ya Allah.. malunya hambamu ini terasa terlalu kerdil bila mendapat jemputan menjadi tetamu ke rumahMu Ya Allah.. Memang susah nak di luakan dgn kata-kata. Terlalu indah!!! Sehingga menitis airmata!!. ALHAMDULILLAH

Pengalaman yang paling indah dalam hidup. Terima kasih ALLAH. Rindunya untuk kesana lagi..

> (26 July 2012 - 7 August 2012)

Mencari ketenangan Ilahi..

Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu, Maka DIA menyayangimu,

Bila DIA lambat makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA merancang sesuatu..Yang lebih baik untukmu.

Oleh itu sentiasalah bersangka baik pada ALLAH dalam apa jua keadaan pun..

Kerana kasih sayang ALLAH itu mendahului kemurkaanNya.

Happy Birthday to my other half ..

 My dear Darling Hubby,

On this special day for the both of us, I ask Allah to allow me the pleasure of being with you forever and ever. I hope Allah will allow me to be with you the whole life. Happy birthday Abang, this is the honest wish of a WIFE who cannot live without you.

Thanks for sharing this special day with me, but I really appreciate the love you share with me.

Happy birthday my dear darling Hubby.

2nd June 2012

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1st june 2012

counting....

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I love being married, but it can be challenging..

I hate you but I love you, too..

 

A Marriage Blessing

As you enter into the little world,
that you promised to make brighter for each other,
may He who harnesses the waves
and hanges the sun out in the sky
and puts the song in the birds
especially bless you
and make your marriage a good and happy one!

Love is indeed "a many splendored thing!"
When it is given and returned,
it enriches both the Lover an the Beloved.
And as long as two people love each other,
nothing in this world is too difficult or too impossible
for wanting to do something for the one you love
takes all the burden out of it
and roughest way becomes smooth
when you can travel it hand in hand

~ Helen Steiner Rice

I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy..

I remember when I still believed the things you said. And I don't understand why i let myself stay with you, after all the lies and all the tears cried.

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STOP TRYING TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY ALL THE TIME!

HATE relationship with technology

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Terlalu Sukar

Ya Allah.. Kenapa terlalu sukar untuk melalui hari-hari ke depan. Masih terasa kesedihan yang terlalu sukar untuk di luahkan. Terlalu sedih.. sehingga hari ini.. Ya Allah... Ku memohon kepadaMu, memberikan kekuatan dan hilangkan semua perasaan negatif yang ada dalam hati ini. Ku memohon kepadaMu, Ya Allah.. Tak sanggup sebenarnya untuk hadapi sehari demi sehari..

Kenapa? Kenapa semua ini? Ya. Aku sentiasa mencuba untuk happy kan diri buat seperti biasa. Tapi sebenarnya TERLALU SUKAR! Setiap detik dan saat teringat semua yang berlaku. Tak tahu dimana kekuatan untuk aku tempuhi. Mungkin kerana merasakan terlalu selesa, macam terlalu disayangi.. Tapi sebenarnya... Sebelum ini.. Lirik lagu ini sangat bermakna dan itu lah gambaran hati dan perasaan aku - 

Di matamu ku berharga, Kau perlakukan aku, Lebih dari mencintai dirimu, Di dekatmu ku merasa, Bahagianya aku, Dapat ruang cintamu, Hanya kamu saja, Yang mampu begitu.. Tulus.. Mengerti aku, Kau sempurna bagiku, Tak kurang sesuatu, Kau terima apa adaku.. Gayamu, Sifatmu, Cara mencintaiku, Yang membuatkan diriku jatuh cinta padamu..

Mungkin kerana ini juga lah yang buat aku semakin sukar menerima kenyataan. Ya aku redha ada tercalit kepahitan dalam kehidupan kami. Bolehkah aku dapat merasakan kembali kebahagian ini Ya Allah?

Dah hampir 2 bulan cuba mengatasi masalah ini. Tapi semakin hari semakin sukar. Sukar untuk mempercayai lagi.. Masih terasa kehilangan.. Mungkin kerana CINTA dan perasaan sayang tanpa sangsi dan berbelah bagi selama mana perkahwinan ini. Bila semua ini terjadi ianya memang sukar untuk aku terima dan fikirkan semuanya. 

*menangis* to be continued -

Tentang rasa...

-Astrid

Aku tersesat menuju hati mu
Beri aku jalan yang indah
Izinkan ku lepas penat ku
Tuk sejenak lelap di bahu mu

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti
Selamanya ...

Tentang cinta yang datang perlahan
Membuat ku takut kehilangan
Ku titipkan cahaya terang
Tak padam di dera goda dan masa

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti
Selamanya ...

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti
Selamanya ...

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku

Dapatkah selamanya kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti

Selamanya ...

I feel lost...

Believe in your heart

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It's hard to forgive but harder to forget

Why is it harder to forgive the people that you love? Is it because - expected more from him? Trusted him? Or maybe it's the fact that someone you love betrayed you and that means that for some amount of time they stopped caring about you, even if it was only for a moment.

My little SiSteR birthday

Happy my chentahati my beloved mom & my little sister is here :

Happy Birthday Adik!!

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CRV 2 yrs today!!

Hopefully 21 is my lucky number and my lucky day!! To start my new life!!
Happy Birthday to My black baby CRV | is 2 today 21 April 2010 - 21 April 2012

My birthday 21st September

Did you know that every different colour of rose has a distinct meaning? Yup... so you'd better know what message you are sendingbefore you send it!
Here's a breakdown of each colour and its meaning... 

RED: I love you

PINK: Grace and elegance, happiness, and also an expression of admiration

YELLOW: Friendship

WHITE: Purity and innocence

ORANGE: Desire and enthusiam or secret love

LAVENDER: Enchantment or love at first sight

PEACH: Sympathy or gratitude or modesty and sincerity

BLACK: Death

CHAMPAGNE: Lasting beauty

Even the way roses are arranged can convay something to the recipient. For instance...
Two roses joined together with a ribbon represents engagement. Red and white roses arranged toghether means unity.

And guess what? Even the number of roses you give to someone also has meaning. Take a look...

1 rose: Love at first sight
2 roses: Deeply in love
3 roses: I love you
6 roses: I want to be yours
9 roses: Eternal love
10 roses: You are perfect
11 roses: You are treasured, the one I love the most
12 roses: Be my steady
13 roses: Secret admirer
15 roses: I am sorry, please forgive me (hubby gave me on our Anniversary)!!
20 roses: Please believe me
21 roses: I am devoted to you
24 roses: I am always thinking of you
33 roses: I love you with great affection
36 roses: I will remember our romantic moments
40 roses: My love is genuie
50 roses: Regretless love
99 roses: I will love you for as long as I live
100 roses: Always together until we grow old
101 roses: You are my one and only love
365 roses: I think of you everyday
999 roses: Everlasting eternal love (now that can be expensive!).
I bet you never thought the colour and the number of roses you send could mean so much? Well... now you know!

R.A.P.U.H

by Opick

Detik waktu terus berjalan
berhias gelap dan terang
suka dan duka tangis dan tawa
tergores bagai lukisan

Seribu mimpi berjuta sepi
hadir bagai teman sejati
di antara lelahnya jiwa
dalam resah dan air mata..

Ku persembahkan kepada-Mu
yang terindah dalam hidupku

Meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia kepada-Mu
namun cinta dalam jiwa
hanyalah pada-Mu..

Maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintai-Mu
dalam dada ku harap hanya
diri-Mu yang bertakhta

Detik waktu terus berlalu
semua berakhir pada-Mu

Ya Allah.. Berikanlah hambamu ini kekuatan menempuhi dugaan demi dugaan dan ujian dariMu Ya Allah.. Sesungguhnya hambaMu yang lemah ini amat memerlukan pertolonganMu di setiap waktu dan di setiap sujudku. Ya Allah.. Ku memohon kurangkan lah beban ini.. ringanlah beban ini. Semoga dengan kekuatan yang datang dariMu.. tiada apapun yang dapat melemahkanku. Tiada kekuatan yang dapat mengalahkan kekuatan yang Engkau berikan padaku.

Ku pohonkan doaku Ya Allah.. Berikanlah HidayahMu. Berikanlah kesabaran dan kekuatan iman. Itu lah doaku setiap hari. Tunjukkan aku jalan yang benar. Luaskan fikiranku. Lapangkanlah hatiku. Ampunilah dosaku Ya Allah.. hanya Kau yang satu tempatku mengadu.. tiada daya serta upaya.. Ku pohonkan doaku Ya Allah..

Amin…Ya Rabbal Alamin

For The Rest Of My Life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You’ve found your home it’s here with me, and I’m here with you
Now let me let you know
You’ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along, oh
And there’s a couple of words I want to say

For the rest of my life, I’ll be with you
I’ll stay by your side, honest and true
Till the end of my time, I’ll be loving you, loving you

For the rest of my life, through days and nights
I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I, I’ll be there for you
I know it deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do

You’re my wife, and my friend and my strength
And I pray we’re together in Jannah

Finally now I’ve found my self, I feel so strong
Yes everything was changed when you came along, oh
And there’s a couple of words I want to say

For the rest of my life, I’ll be with you

I’ll stay by your side, honest and true

Till the end of my time, I’ll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life, through days and nights
I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I, I’ll be there for you
I know it deep in my heart
And now that you’re here, in front of me
I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt, and I’ll sing it loud
And that I will love you eternally

For the rest of my life, I’ll be with you

I’ll stay by your side, honest and true

Till the end of my time, I’ll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life, through days and nights
I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I, I’ll be there for you
I know it deep in my heart

[ One of our favorite love songs before.. It is this song really meaningful for you? OR .....  ]

Sepanjang Hidup (For The Rest Of My Life)

I may not be the best,

but I'm definitely not like the rest!

"It's sweet when someone knows every single detail about you. Not because you constantly remind them, but because they pay attention."

Never regret something that made you smile.. because at the time, it was exactly everything you wanted.

My attitude is based on how YOU treat me..

Cinta Bersatu

by LY
 

Di matamu ku berharga
Kau perlakukan aku
Lebih dari mencintai dirimu

Di dekatmu ku merasa
Bahagianya aku
Dapat ruang cintamu

Hanya kamu saja
Yang mampu begitu
Tulus
Mengerti aku

Kau sempurna bagiku
Tak kurang sesuatu
Kau terima apa adaku

Ku sempurna bagimu
Tak kurang sesuatu
Cinta bersatu

Gayamu
Sifatmu
Cara mencintaiku
Yang membuatku diriku jatuh cinta padamu

I love this song... but this song 'Cinta Bersatu' makes me cry everytime!  I can't entirely explain why this song makes me cry. I just started crying and couldn't stop until the song was over. It makes me so sad...really really sad...

because ..

I think this song suitable for us .. This song is so beautiful.. I can't stop listening to it. That time I believe this song is about true love, a love shared between us, a love you find once in a life time.. and the love was real and honest and pure.. Always thinking about us. Our love.. Now, tell me my dear darling hubby,  how can I not love you this much, when every time you look at me, all I feel is how deep is your love for me. I`ve fallen deeply in love with you.. Always think that..

But ..

You know the answer .. why this song make make cry.. cry.. cry.. and cry.. Sayang.. I don't know how to express my feelings right now! Its Really hard-

I Hate MySelf

All of this happend.. I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get though anything, but inside .. What do you want me to say? The truth is NO. I'm not okey and then what? So just smile and say I'm fine .. even tho I'm really dying inside.. Sometimes I just feel like running away.. I'm going to smile and make you think i'm happy. I don't know what to do anymore, nothing feels the same.

I've always tried to be nice to everyone. Ive tried to help everyone.. Never did anything bad!! Never hurt anyone. I think!! SURELY. Just wanna see everyone happy. Even if it means i'll be sad. WHY???? WHY???? Dear darling, what wrong with our love? Then how all of this can happen?

I don't miss you | I miss the person I thought you were.

 I HATE MYSELF

I love and hate my life all at the same time. *Crying* I just hate feeling like this.