Saturday 31 March 2012

Breakfast at Wondermilk Damansara Uptown
















The best things :
LOVE spending more time with my darling Hubby after ________________
{Please don’t ever let anyone tell you that you are spending too much time together. In the end, you never know how much time you’ll have.} Hopefully we can spent every single moment together! AGAIN??!

I wish I had a power to change the history {BAD memories}

I have not only given my heart away to you, I have also dedicated and given away my soul, my prayers and my very being to you. I don't have anything else left with me to give you.. 
I you so much my Husband

Friday 30 March 2012

Believe


The easiest thing is to forgive you what you have done. BUT the hardest thing is to forget what you did. But i will try to start new chapter of our lives after (   ) years of our marriage. So bad, so uneasy.. But i try because I love you.. I love you a little bit more when you call me 'Sayang', I love you a little bit more when you hold my hand, I love you a little bit more when you hug me. i love you a little bit more EVERYDAY. All the words in the world would also fail to describe what we share between us. All I can say is, always love me the same way forever. I love you with all my heart dear hubby I___S - Your Wife NAM (Wife SMS March 30,2012 at 4.47pm)



Sayang, you are my only wife forever.. Semoga kita bersama di syurga nanti selamanya. Insya Allah. I don't have anyone else in this world but you.. I work day and night for you only (Hubby SMS March 30,2012 at 5.19pm)



Sayang, I now love you more than you love me.. Believe it. I don't care about this world and other people, I want us to be happy now and hereafter. you are my one and only wife dunia akhirat and I am now on the right path.. Insya Allah (Hubby SMS March 29,2012 at 4.50pm)



Sayang, you don't have to cry anymore as I now love you MORE than you love me.. (Hubby SMS March 21,2012 at 12.07pm)




Sayang, All these things confrmed how deep is my feeling and love towards you and I really hate myself for making you sad. I promise you that none of this stupid things will ever happen again and I will focus my life in making you happy ________________________________________________ I hope you give me the chance to do the right things and to put our life in order. You are the only woman I truly love and my wife in life dunia dan akhirat. Setiap lepas solat I doakan kita berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat _________________ Regards (Hubby SMS March 14,2012 at 9.10am)

Thursday 29 March 2012

Love is about TRUST


“I'm not upset that you lied to me, 
but I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you.”




It wasn't your fault,
it was mine for believing every word u said.




Im starting to become confused about whats going on inside. Im not sure what to believe. Is it truth or is it LIES. Its hurt so much inside. BUT.. Sayang.. I will always be there for you even though you broke my heart, im always thinking gonna want you in my life. You are the cause of my laughter and smile. You are my everything______ everything!! Im soooo scared - NAM




"True love is when your heart and
your minds are saying the same thing." - Leanna L. Bartram

Wednesday 28 March 2012

I love him..



I'm so hurt, i cant breath or think. But No matter what has happened, no matter what you've done wrong.. No matter how badly you've treated me, no matter what anyone says.. No matter how many times you've had to say sorry. No matter how many arguments we've had... You never leave my mind, even when I have a million things to worry about. I will always love you.. every minute of everyday I think of you.. I will love you through the ups and downs no matter what comes along you'll still be in my heart and on my mind - NAM

Friday 23 March 2012

Kerana



Kerana terlalu mempercayaimu
Kau istimewa dalam hidup ku
Kerna terlalu menghormati
Terkeliru pandangan mata hati
Kerana terlalu mengasihi
Akhirnya terluka aku sendiri

Aku sangkakan mengenalimu
Aku kenali hati budimu
Aku meyakini engkau luhur
Menyayangiku dengan jujur
Kiranya bagimu itu semua
Hanya satu lakonan, lakonan biasa
Tiada sedikit pun aku sedari
Dipersendakan selama ini

Aku sangkakan yang ku gila
Permata tulen yang berharga
Penilaian ku ternyata silap
Kau rupanya kaca tak berharga

Kerana - Erra Fazira

Thursday 22 March 2012

Berubah



Berikan ku waktu
Untuk bersamamu meniti hari
Tak puas bagiku dan kau pun berlalu
Tinggalku sendiri
Kelam seluruh jiwaku

Ku ingin benar bersama denganmu
Dan kau pun menjauh
Tiba-tiba kini kau telah berubah
Apakah salahku
Ooo.. Kau yang ku kenali
Dan kini menjadi insan yang lain
Dulu kau berjanji

Kan hidup semati meniti hari
Semuanya telah berakhir.. Ooo..


Berubah - Erry Putra, reen & Shajiry

Wednesday 21 March 2012

Tuesday 20 March 2012

Seandainya Masih Ada Cinta ..



Usah kau berpura
Di sebalik kata
Kerana ku tahu siapa diriku

Tak perlu merayu

Dengan pujukanmu
Biarkanlah saja semuanya pergi

Cukuplah sekali
Kau menghiris hati
Menghancurkan kasih
Yang telah lama terbina


Seandainya masih

Ada cinta lagi
Lupakan oh sayang
Hasrat dan perasaanmu

Rindu nan membara

Nyala dan membelai jiwa
Tiada berteman
Sepinya berpanjangan

Resah dan gelora

Jadi sahabat derita
Berakhirlah sandiwara
Kisah dusta dan dilema
Pintaku semoga kau sedar
Kesilapanmu

Kini hanya duka

Bersulamkan pasrah
Titis airmata
Tak lagi bererti

Namun di hatiku

Terukir namamu
Menjadi memori
Kekalnya abadi




You never stop loving someone,
You just learn how to live without them …

Monday 19 March 2012

Ombak Rindu



Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia disisi ku

Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta di hatiku

Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia disisi ku

Friday 16 March 2012

Am I mad at you?






Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.

No more crying, I can't cry anymore. I remember when I still believed the things you said.

I don't understand what happened to our love.





Thursday 15 March 2012

I cried..


You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close you eyes?

Wednesday 14 March 2012

It hurts to let go..

.. but sometimes it hurts more to hold on


Love can make you laugh.. and love can make you cry..


I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like other part of my body is broken too..


Love is as delicate as glass, once broken it can be fixed, but there will always be cracks.


You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true.


Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable.


"Memories are wonderful to make, but sometimes painful to remember depending on what they are."

Tuesday 13 March 2012

A Thousand Years




Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Christina Perri – A Thousand Years Lyrics



I'm going to smile like nothing wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like it's all a dream and pretend it's not hurthing me. BUT Second chances.. they don't ever matter.. People NEVER change!!

Monday 12 March 2012

Kain Lace & Lining



Tema Blue | Green Turquoise



Kain Lace & Lining for my BIL wedding (Turquoise)





Kain bercorak untuk our Nenek (Wan & Tok Bedah) - Dan kain lace & lining kami belikan untuk semua adik beradik perempuan - for my BIL wedding dis coming June


Friday 9 March 2012

Patah Seribu



Walau kau tiada di sini
Ku tetap ingat semua pesanmu
Ku hidup seolah-olah kau masih ada
Bisikan kata kepadaku
Bilakah kau akan utuskan surat buatku
Aku terus menunggu tibanya kata cintamu
oh.. patah seribu hatiku
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi
Biar pergimu tanpa relamu



Namun hatiku tetap rasa
Kejamnya kau meninggalkanku dengan nota-nota
Cinta buat kita berdua bila kan ku bisa menerima ketiadaanmu
Kan ku bakar semua hapuskan semua kenangan
Patah seribu hatiku
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi
Sayangku mohon padamu
Segera tinggalkanku
Pergilah kau ke tempat yang kau tuju
Pasti ada hikmah buatmu dan juga buat diriku
Pergilah…


Patah Seribu by Shila Amzah


Sometimes you just have to smilie, pretend everything's okay, hold back the tears and just walk away.